When Menopause and Stress Changes the Woman You Used to Be

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    2026
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    When Stress Changes the Woman You Used to Be

    Understanding Cortisol, Emotional Exhaustion, and the Silent Impact of Chronic Stress on Women

    By Rita Long | My Breathing Room w/ Rita Long

    Have you ever looked at yourself and wondered, “What happened to the woman I used to be?”

    Maybe you used to have more patience.

    Maybe you laughed more easily, loved more freely, and didn’t feel overwhelmed by the smallest things.

    Maybe you were once the person who held everything together, who made sure everyone was taken care of, who kept the peace even when it meant sacrificing your own.

    But somewhere along the way, something changed.

    You became more easily irritated. You started withdrawing. Things that once rolled off your shoulders suddenly felt unbearable.

    Perhaps you even began questioning your relationships, your happiness, or your ability to love the way you once did.

    And maybe you’ve been blaming yourself.

    But what if some of what you’re experiencing isn’t simply a change in personality?

    What if your body has been responding to years of accumulated stress?

    Let’s talk about cortisol, the nervous system, and what happens when a woman spends too much of her life carrying more than she can comfortably hold.

    1. The Female Stress Response: When Your Body Never Fully Relaxes

    Cortisol is often called the stress hormone.

    Produced by the adrenal glands, cortisol plays an important role in regulating energy, metabolism, inflammation, and our response to stressful situations.

    When we encounter something stressful, our brain activates a communication system called the hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal axis, or HPA axis.

    This system helps prepare the body to respond to challenges.

    Our heart rate may increase. Our muscles may tighten. Our attention becomes focused on whatever feels threatening.

    This response is natural and necessary.

    The problem begins when stress becomes a constant companion.

    When you’re repeatedly dealing with arguments, financial worries, emotional uncertainty, caregiving responsibilities, or relationship difficulties, your body may have fewer opportunities to recover.

    Research suggests that sex hormones can influence stress responses, although women do not universally produce more cortisol than men.

    What matters is that prolonged stress can affect anyone’s physical and emotional well-being.

    And for women experiencing perimenopause or menopause, changing estrogen and progesterone levels may add another layer of difficulty.

    Sleep disturbances, mood changes, and increased sensitivity to everyday stress can make an already overwhelming situation feel even harder.

    You may appear calm on the outside while feeling completely overwhelmed on the inside.

    You go to work.

    You pay the bills.

    You take care of your family.

    You smile when someone asks how you’re doing.

    But beneath that smile, your body may be carrying tension that never seems to disappear.

    And eventually, that tension can begin affecting how you experience the world around you.

    2. When Emotional Connection Starts Feeling Like Another Responsibility

    One of the most painful effects of chronic stress can be the way it changes our relationships.

    Have you ever reached a point where you simply didn’t want anyone touching you, talking to you, or asking you for one more thing?

    Not because you stopped loving the people around you.

    But because you had absolutely nothing left to give.

    Chronic stress can interfere with sleep, emotional regulation, sexual desire, and our capacity to engage with others.

    Cortisol also interacts with other hormones and brain systems involved in social bonding, including oxytocin.

    But the relationship is complicated. Cortisol does not simply switch off oxytocin or make someone incapable of feeling love.

    Instead, ongoing stress can make emotional closeness more difficult to experience.

    Imagine spending years feeling responsible for everyone else’s happiness.

    You remember the appointments.

    You manage the household.

    You anticipate everyone’s needs.

    You try to prevent arguments.

    You choose your words carefully because you don’t know how someone might respond.

    Eventually, even affection can begin to feel like another expectation.

    Another responsibility.

    Another demand.

    And when your partner asks why you’ve become distant, you may not even know how to explain it.

    Because you remember loving deeply.

    You remember wanting closeness.

    You remember being affectionate.

    But it’s difficult to feel emotionally connected when you’re emotionally exhausted.

    This doesn’t mean every relationship problem is caused by hormones.

    Sometimes emotional distance is a response to unresolved conflict, repeated disappointment, broken trust, or feeling unsupported.

    And those experiences deserve to be acknowledged rather than dismissed as a hormonal problem.

    3. When Stress Begins to Look Like a Personality Change

    This is where chronic stress becomes especially confusing.

    You may begin noticing changes in yourself that you don’t particularly like.

    You become impatient.

    You react more strongly to situations.

    You have trouble sleeping.

    You forget things.

    You lose interest in activities you once enjoyed.

    You feel irritated by conversations that previously wouldn’t have bothered you.

    And sometimes, you simply want to be left alone.

    You may hear comments such as:

    “You’re always in a bad mood.”

    “You’ve changed.”

    “You’re too sensitive.”

    “Why can’t you just let things go?”

    But those comments don’t explain what may be happening beneath the surface.

    Long-term stress can contribute to anxiety, fatigue, difficulty concentrating, and emotional exhaustion.

    Sleep deprivation can make these symptoms even worse.

    And during menopause, hormonal fluctuations may affect sleep and mood at the same time.

    For some women, the combination can feel overwhelming.

    The woman who once had endless patience may now have very little tolerance for unnecessary conflict.

    And perhaps that change deserves curiosity rather than criticism.

    Sometimes irritability is a sign that we need rest.

    Sometimes withdrawal means we’re overwhelmed.

    And sometimes our growing unwillingness to tolerate certain behaviors reflects a change in our boundaries, not a problem with our hormones.

    There is an important difference between becoming emotionally reactive because of stress and finally recognizing that something in your life needs to change.

    Both possibilities deserve attention.

    4. Why Chronic Stress Makes Communication and Problem-Solving Harder

    Have you ever been in an argument and suddenly found yourself unable to think clearly?

    You know what you want to say.

    You know what you’re feeling.

    But the words won’t come.

    Or perhaps you become so overwhelmed that you stop talking altogether.

    You withdraw, shut down, or simply walk away.

    This can happen because stress affects the brain systems involved in attention, memory, decision-making, and emotional regulation.

    During intense stress, our ability to think flexibly and respond thoughtfully may become temporarily reduced.

    When stress continues for months or years, concentration and emotional regulation can become ongoing challenges.

    This doesn’t mean the brain permanently loses its ability to communicate or feel empathy.

    It means that managing stress requires mental and emotional resources.

    And when those resources are stretched thin, even ordinary conversations can become difficult.

    Consider a woman who has spent the entire day working, managing household responsibilities, worrying about finances, and trying to keep everyone happy.

    By evening, she may have very little emotional energy remaining.

    Then someone wants to discuss another problem.

    Or revisit an old argument.

    Or demand an explanation for why she seems unhappy.

    And she shuts down.

    Not necessarily because she doesn’t care.

    But because she is overwhelmed.

    Sometimes silence isn’t indifference. Sometimes it’s exhaustion.

    Of course, healthy communication remains important.

    Stress can help explain someone’s reactions, but it doesn’t excuse cruelty, intimidation, or mistreatment.

    Both partners remain responsible for how they treat one another.

    And a healthy relationship should make room for difficult conversations without requiring either person to sacrifice their emotional safety.

    5. The Most Confusing Part: When You Begin Blaming Yourself

    Perhaps the most heartbreaking part of prolonged emotional exhaustion is how easily we begin questioning ourselves.

    Why am I so unhappy?

    Why can’t I just relax?

    Why don’t I feel the way I used to?

    Why do little things bother me so much?

    Why don’t I want to be affectionate?

    Why am I always tired?

    Why can’t I make this relationship work?

    And eventually, those questions can turn into something even more painful.

    What’s wrong with me?

    But stress isn’t simply an emotional experience.

    It’s also physiological.

    It involves hormones, the nervous system, sleep, memory, and the way our brains respond to challenges.

    At the same time, our emotional experiences and physical responses are deeply connected.

    It isn’t always a matter of choosing between a biological cause and an emotional cause.

    Often, both are involved.

    For example, a woman experiencing repeated relationship conflict may develop sleep difficulties and ongoing anxiety.

    Those physical effects may make her more emotionally reactive.

    That increased sensitivity can make conflict harder to manage.

    And the cycle continues.

    The answer isn’t to blame her body.

    And it certainly isn’t to automatically blame her for the difficulties in her relationship.

    The answer begins with understanding what she’s experiencing and identifying what needs to change.

    What Happens When Menopause Enters the Picture?

    For many women, midlife introduces an entirely new dimension to this conversation.

    Estrogen levels fluctuate during perimenopause and eventually decline after menopause.

    These changes can influence sleep, temperature regulation, mood, and other aspects of physical well-being.

    Now imagine navigating those changes while also dealing with:

    • Years of accumulated relationship stress.
    • Financial responsibilities.
    • Aging parents or family caregiving.
    • Adult children who still need support.
    • Work responsibilities.
    • A household that depends heavily on you.
    • The emotional weight of feeling unheard or unappreciated.

    It’s a lot.

    And sometimes the woman everyone describes as having “changed” is simply a woman who has reached the limits of what she can continue carrying.

    But here’s something important.

    Menopause doesn’t automatically make a woman unreasonable, difficult, or incapable of maintaining a healthy relationship.

    And it shouldn’t become an excuse for someone else to dismiss her concerns.

    Sometimes menopause makes existing problems harder to ignore.

    Sometimes changes in sleep and emotional resilience make ongoing stress more noticeable.

    And sometimes midlife brings a clearer understanding of what we want from the years ahead.

    More peace.

    More honesty.

    More connection.

    More time for ourselves.

    And less emotional turmoil.

    That isn’t necessarily a hormonal malfunction.

    Sometimes it’s personal growth.

    You Cannot Breathe Your Way Out of an Unhealthy Environment

    I believe deeply in the power of mindfulness, breathing, meditation, and creating moments of peace.

    These practices can help calm the nervous system, reduce perceived stress, and support emotional well-being.

    But I also believe something equally important.

    You cannot expect a person to remain peaceful while continually exposing them to circumstances that cause distress.

    Deep breathing can help regulate your response to stress.

    It cannot make another person communicate respectfully.

    Meditation can help you become more aware of your emotions.

    It cannot repair broken trust by itself.

    Mindfulness can help you recognize your needs.

    It cannot replace the boundaries necessary to protect your well-being.

    Sometimes healing requires more than learning how to relax.

    Sometimes it requires changing how we live.

    How we communicate.

    What responsibilities we accept.

    What behaviors we tolerate.

    And how much of ourselves we’re willing to sacrifice to maintain peace for everyone else.

    Real peace isn’t simply the absence of an argument.

    Real peace includes feeling emotionally safe enough to be yourself.

    Finding Your Way Back to Yourself

    If you’ve recognized yourself in this article, there are gentle ways to begin supporting your nervous system and emotional well-being.

    Start by giving yourself permission to acknowledge your exhaustion.

    You don’t have to prove how much you’ve carried.

    You don’t have to justify needing rest.

    And you don’t have to wait until you’re completely overwhelmed before making yourself a priority.

    Consider creating small moments throughout your day when nothing is required of you.

    Step outside.

    Listen to the birds.

    Take a slow, comfortable breath.

    Relax your shoulders.

    Unclench your jaw.

    Allow yourself a few moments without solving anyone else’s problems.

    Prioritize sleep when possible, and consider speaking with a healthcare professional if anxiety, persistent fatigue, sleep difficulties, or significant mood changes are affecting your daily life.

    If you’re navigating menopause, ask about the physical and emotional symptoms you’re experiencing. There may be treatment options that can help.

    And perhaps most importantly, examine the sources of stress in your life.

    Not everything can be changed overnight.

    But some things can change gradually.

    You can establish boundaries.

    You can ask for help.

    You can stop accepting responsibility for everyone’s emotional reactions.

    You can recognize that your needs matter, too.

    And you can begin making decisions that support the life you want to live.

    A Final Thought: Maybe You Haven’t Lost Yourself

    Maybe the woman you used to be isn’t gone.

    Maybe she’s tired.

    Maybe she’s spent years putting herself last.

    Maybe she’s been so busy surviving everyday responsibilities that she hasn’t had the opportunity to truly enjoy her life.

    Maybe she’s been waiting for someone to recognize how much she’s carrying.

    Or perhaps she’s finally beginning to recognize it herself.

    Whatever the reason, you deserve the opportunity to understand what you’re feeling without immediately judging yourself.

    You deserve rest.

    You deserve compassion.

    You deserve relationships built on mutual respect.

    And you deserve a life that includes moments of genuine peace.

    You don’t have to become the woman you used to be.

    Maybe the next chapter is about becoming a woman who understands her needs, honors her boundaries, and no longer believes she must exhaust herself to be worthy of love.

    Sometimes finding yourself isn’t about going backward.

    It’s about discovering who you are when you finally give yourself room to breathe.

    Take a Moment for Yourself

    Before you move on with your day, ask yourself three questions:

    What has been weighing on me lately?

    What am I carrying that doesn’t have to be mine alone?

    What is one small thing I can do today to create more peace in my life?

    You don’t need to have all the answers right now.

    Sometimes awareness is where healing begins.

    Pause. Exhale. Reset.

    My Breathing Room w/ Rita Long
    Your Space to Pause, Exhale & Reset.

    MyBreathingRoom.org

    Disclaimer: This article is intended for educational and personal reflection purposes. It is not a substitute for medical or mental health advice. Stress responses vary between individuals, and persistent symptoms should be discussed with a qualified healthcare professional.

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    October is Menopause Awareness Month

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    Oct
    2026
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    Menopause Awareness Month: A New Chapter, Not an Ending

    Empower yourself, reclaim your strength, and find freedom through your menopause journey.

    October is Menopause Awareness Month—a time to open the conversation about a stage of life that millions of women experience, yet one that has been misunderstood, minimized, or simply not talked about enough.

    For generations, menopause was often treated as something women were expected to quietly endure. Hot flashes, sleepless nights, changes in mood, brain fog, fatigue, changes in our bodies—and sometimes changes in the way we see ourselves—were brushed aside as simply part of getting older.

    But menopause deserves a much bigger conversation.

    Your Body Is Changing—But So Are You

    Menopause isn’t an ending. It is a transition into a new chapter of life.

    And transitions can be messy.

    There may be days when you don’t quite recognize yourself. Your patience may be shorter. Your emotions may feel closer to the surface. Sleep can become unpredictable, and stress that you once handled easily may suddenly feel overwhelming.

    That doesn’t mean you’ve lost your strength.

    It may simply mean it’s time to start listening to yourself differently.

    Instead of asking, “Why can’t I handle things the way I used to?” we can begin asking, “What do I need now?”

    That small shift can be incredibly powerful.

    Give Yourself Permission to Slow Down

    Menopause can be an invitation to become more intentional about caring for ourselves.

    That might mean nourishing our bodies with foods that help us feel our best, finding movement we actually enjoy, protecting our sleep, learning ways to manage stress, talking openly with healthcare professionals about symptoms and treatment options, or simply giving ourselves permission to rest without feeling guilty.

    It can also mean recognizing that self-care isn’t selfish.

    Sometimes self-care is five quiet minutes before everyone else wakes up.

    Sometimes it’s taking a walk.

    Sometimes it’s saying no.

    Sometimes it’s making an appointment and asking questions about symptoms you’ve been ignoring.

    And sometimes it’s sitting quietly, taking a slow breath, and reminding yourself: I am allowed to take care of me, too.

    Let’s Talk About Menopause

    One of the most important things we can do during Menopause Awareness Month is simply talk about it.

    When women share their experiences, other women realize they aren’t alone.

    When workplaces understand menopause, conversations about women’s health become easier.

    When families understand what may be happening physically and emotionally, there can be greater compassion.

    And when we educate ourselves, we are better prepared to advocate for our own health and well-being.

    Menopause shouldn’t be whispered about.

    There Is Life on the Other Side of Change

    Growing older doesn’t make our stories smaller.

    In many ways, they become richer.

    We’ve learned what matters and what doesn’t. We’ve survived things we once thought we couldn’t. We’ve loved, lost, changed, started over, and discovered strengths we didn’t know we had.

    Menopause becomes another part of that story.

    It can be a time to reconnect with ourselves—not the person everyone else expects us to be, but the person we are becoming.

    So this October, during Menopause Awareness Month, let’s replace silence with conversation, judgment with compassion, and fear with knowledge.

    Let’s support one another.

    Let’s ask questions.

    Let’s listen to our bodies.

    Let’s make our well-being a priority.

    And most importantly, let’s remember:

    This isn’t the end of who you were. It may be the beginning of discovering who you are now.

    Take a breath. Give yourself grace. You are allowed to change.

    Breathing Room with Rita Long
    Creating space to breathe, reset, and reconnect with yourself.

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    Exploring Shadow Work:

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    2026

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    Exploring Shadow Work: A Transformative Ritual for Self-Awareness

    There are parts of ourselves that we readily share with the world—and then there are the parts we keep tucked away.

    Maybe it’s anger we were taught wasn’t acceptable. Perhaps it’s jealousy, fear, insecurity, resentment, or even dreams and desires we’ve convinced ourselves we shouldn’t have. Sometimes these hidden pieces are so deeply buried that we barely recognize them as part of ourselves.

    This is where shadow work comes in.

    The idea of the “shadow” is commonly associated with psychologist Carl Jung, who used the term to describe aspects of ourselves that exist outside our everyday conscious awareness. Shadow work is the practice of becoming curious about these hidden or rejected parts of ourselves rather than simply pushing them away.

    The purpose isn’t to judge yourself or dig up painful memories just for the sake of revisiting them. It’s about developing greater awareness of what influences your reactions, choices, relationships, and emotional patterns.

    Sometimes the things we discover in our shadows aren’t “bad” at all. They may simply be pieces of ourselves we learned to hide.

    Why Explore Your Shadow?

    Have you ever had a reaction that seemed much stronger than the situation called for?

    Maybe someone’s behavior irritated you far more than you expected. Perhaps the same type of relationship problem keeps appearing in your life. Or maybe you find yourself repeating a behavior even though you consciously want to change it.

    Instead of immediately criticizing yourself, shadow work invites you to become curious.

    Why did that affect me so strongly?

    What am I protecting?

    What does this remind me of?

    Is there something underneath this reaction that needs my attention?

    That curiosity can create space between simply reacting and beginning to understand yourself.

    Creating Your Own Shadow Work Ritual

    A ritual doesn’t need to be complicated or mystical. At its simplest, a ritual is intentional time that you set aside for yourself.

    Choose a quiet place where you feel comfortable and are unlikely to be interrupted. You might dim the lights, play soft instrumental music, light a candle, or simply sit somewhere peaceful.

    Bring a journal and pen. If meaningful objects such as crystals, tarot or affirmation cards help you feel reflective, you can include them too. They aren’t necessary for shadow work—the important part is creating an environment where you feel comfortable being honest with yourself.

    Before beginning, decide what you would like to explore.

    Your intention might be:

    “I want to understand why this situation keeps upsetting me.”

    “I want to explore why I have difficulty setting boundaries.”

    “I want to understand a pattern I keep repeating.”

    You don’t have to solve everything in one sitting. One question is enough.

    Begin by Grounding Yourself

    Before turning inward, spend a few moments settling your body and mind.

    Place your feet comfortably on the floor. Relax your shoulders. Take several slow, comfortable breaths and notice the physical sensations around you—the chair supporting you, the temperature of the room, or the sounds you can hear.

    You aren’t trying to force yourself into a particular emotional state. You’re simply giving yourself a moment to arrive.

    When you feel ready, open your journal.

    Let Curiosity Lead the Writing

    Shadow work isn’t about finding the “correct” answer. Allow yourself to write without worrying about grammar, spelling, or whether your thoughts make perfect sense.

    You might begin with questions such as:

    What qualities in other people tend to trigger or irritate me? Why might those qualities affect me so strongly?

    What feelings do I have difficulty admitting or expressing?

    What parts of myself do I try hardest to hide from other people?

    When have I behaved in a way that didn’t match my values? What was happening beneath the surface at the time?

    What am I afraid people would think about me if they knew everything I thought or felt?

    What did I learn growing up about which emotions were acceptable and which weren’t?

    Where in my life am I pretending that something doesn’t bother me when it actually does?

    Don’t rush to explain, justify, or fix what appears on the page.

    Notice it.

    Sometimes awareness itself is the first meaningful change.

    Make Room for Uncomfortable Emotions

    Shadow work can bring up emotions we would rather avoid.

    If anger appears, notice it.

    If sadness appears, acknowledge it.

    If embarrassment, jealousy, fear, resentment, or insecurity surfaces, try approaching it with curiosity instead of immediately labeling it as good or bad.

    You can ask yourself:

    “What might this feeling be trying to tell me?”

    An emotion does not automatically define your character, and acknowledging a feeling does not mean you must act on it. It simply means you are allowing yourself to recognize what is present.

    And remember—you control the pace.

    If reflection begins to feel overwhelming, you can stop. Shadow work isn’t a test of how deeply you can push yourself in one sitting.

    Closing the Ritual

    Rather than abruptly returning to your day, give yourself a clear ending.

    You might close your journal and take several slow breaths. You could light a candle as a symbol of greater awareness or write down one belief, habit, or thought you’re ready to begin releasing.

    If you enjoy symbolic rituals, you might tear up that piece of paper or place it somewhere private as a reminder of what you’re working toward. If you choose to burn paper or use candles, use ordinary fire-safety precautions and adult supervision where appropriate.

    Then ask yourself one final question:

    “What do I understand about myself now that I didn’t understand before?”

    You don’t need a profound answer every time.

    Sometimes the answer is simply, “I need to think about this some more.”

    That counts too.

    Give Yourself Time Afterward

    Deep reflection can be emotionally tiring, so don’t immediately expect yourself to jump back into everything at full speed.

    Drink some water. Stretch. Step outside. Take a walk. Listen to music. Sit quietly for a few minutes. Do something that helps you reconnect with the present moment.

    You may even want to revisit your journal a few days later. With a little distance, you might notice patterns or connections that weren’t obvious when you first wrote them.

    Shadow Work Is About Integration, Not Perfection

    The goal of shadow work isn’t to eliminate every uncomfortable thought or emotion.

    It’s to know yourself more completely.

    Every person contains contradictions. We can be loving and angry. Confident and insecure. Generous and jealous. Brave and frightened. Understanding these different parts of ourselves gives us more opportunity to decide how we want to respond rather than allowing unconscious patterns to make those decisions for us.

    Approached gently, shadow work can become less about asking, “What’s wrong with me?” and more about asking:

    “What is this part of me trying to teach me?”

    And sometimes that single change in perspective can open the door to greater self-awareness, compassion, and growth.

    Take what feels helpful, move at your own pace, and remember that personal reflection doesn’t have to happen all at once. Some parts of ourselves are understood slowly—and that’s okay.

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    Blood Moon Partial Eclipse Aug 27-Aug 28

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    2026
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    There is something about looking up at the Moon that has a way of making us pause.

    Perhaps it’s because the Moon has been there through generations of human stories, celebrations, grief, beginnings, endings, and ordinary nights when someone simply needed a little quiet.

    On the night of August 27 into August 28, 2026, the Moon will move through Earth’s shadow during a deep partial lunar eclipse.

    NASA classifies this as a partial lunar eclipse. At its greatest point, approximately 96.3% of the Moon’s disk will be within Earth’s darkest shadow, called the umbra. The eclipse will be visible across much of the Americas, as well as parts of Europe and Africa.

    The shadowed portion of the Moon can take on a beautiful coppery or reddish appearance. This happens because sunlight passing through Earth’s atmosphere is scattered in a way that allows more red and orange wavelengths to reach the Moon.

    It is a completely natural astronomical event.

    But that doesn’t mean we can’t find personal meaning in watching it.

    Moving Through the Shadow

    There is something deeply symbolic about a Moon moving through darkness and then continuing on its way.

    We all have seasons when life feels a little darker.

    Sometimes we’re grieving something.

    Sometimes we’re beginning again.

    Sometimes we’re simply exhausted from carrying things that we’ve carried for too long.

    And sometimes we don’t even know exactly what we’re feeling.

    We just know that something inside of us is asking for change.

    An eclipse can become a beautiful opportunity to pause—not because the eclipse has magical control over our lives, but because we can choose to use this moment as a reminder.

    A reminder to breathe.

    A reminder to reflect.

    A reminder that being in a shadow is not the same thing as being lost.

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    What Are You Ready to Release?

    You might sit beneath the Moon for a few minutes and ask yourself:

    What am I carrying that I don’t need to carry into my next chapter?

    Don’t judge the answer.

    Maybe it’s resentment.

    Maybe it’s fear.

    Maybe it’s an old version of yourself.

    Maybe it’s the belief that you aren’t capable of beginning again.

    Maybe it’s simply the pressure to have everything figured out.

    You don’t have to release everything tonight.

    Sometimes awareness is enough.

    Sometimes the first step isn’t letting go.

    It’s simply saying:

    “I know you’re there.”

    And then breathing.

    Your Light Hasn’t Disappeared

    One of my favorite things about the eclipse is the reminder that darkness doesn’t mean disappearance.

    The Moon is still there even when Earth’s shadow covers much of it.

    And perhaps we can borrow that image for ourselves.

    There may be seasons when you don’t feel like yourself.

    There may be times when your confidence is quiet.

    There may be moments when you wonder whether the person you used to be is still somewhere inside you.

    She may be.

    But perhaps you’re not meant to go backward.

    Perhaps you’re becoming someone new.

    The goal isn’t necessarily to return to who you were before the difficult season.

    Sometimes the invitation is to discover who you’re becoming because of it.

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    A Blood Moon Lunar Eclipse Meditation

    If you’re able to see the Moon, find a comfortable place to sit.

    You don’t need anything special.

    No complicated ritual.

    No perfect words.

    Just a few quiet minutes.

    Close your eyes.

    Take a slow breath in.

    And breathe out.

    Again.

    Inhale.

    Exhale.

    When you’re ready, open your eyes and look toward the Moon.

    Notice its shape.

    Notice the darkness.

    Notice the light that remains.

    And quietly ask yourself:

    What am I ready to release?

    Let the question sit there.

    You don’t have to answer immediately.

    Take another breath.

    Then say:

    I honor where I’ve been.

    Breathe.

    I release what I’m ready to leave behind.

    Breathe.

    I make room for what comes next.

    Breathe.

    And finally:

    I trust myself to take the next step.

    Stay there for another minute.

    You don’t have to make a life-changing decision.

    You don’t have to have all the answers.

    Tonight can simply be a pause.

    A breath.

    A moment beneath the Moon.

    You Are Allowed to Begin Again

    Perhaps the most beautiful lesson isn’t really about the eclipse at all.

    Perhaps it’s about perspective.

    The Moon doesn’t stop being the Moon because it moves through Earth’s shadow.

    And you don’t stop being yourself because you’re going through a difficult season.

    You are still here.

    Still becoming.

    Still learning.

    Still capable of choosing your next step.

    So when you look up at that copper-colored Moon, let it be a reminder:

    You don’t have to be afraid of every shadow.

    Some shadows are simply places we pass through on our way toward the light.

    Take a breath.

    Let your shoulders soften.

    And give yourself permission to begin again.

    This is your breathing room.

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    Challenge # 17 the “no” challenge

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    Aug
    2026
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    Challenge #17

    Challenge #17: The “No” Challenge

    Sometimes saying “no” is an act of self-care.

    How many times have you said yes when you really wanted to say no?

    “Yes, I can do that.”

    “Sure, I’ll take care of it.”

    “I don’t mind.”

    “It’s okay. I’ll figure it out.”

    Sometimes we say yes because we don’t want to disappoint someone. Sometimes we don’t want to seem selfish. Sometimes we’re afraid someone will be upset with us.

    And sometimes, after years of putting everyone else’s needs first, saying no can feel incredibly uncomfortable.

    But here’s something I want you to remember:

    You are allowed to have limits.

    Your challenge today: Say no to one thing that drains you.

    This doesn’t mean you need to suddenly start turning everyone down.

    Start small.

    Think about one thing you’ve been agreeing to that leaves you feeling exhausted, resentful, overwhelmed, or simply doesn’t fit into your life right now.

    Maybe it’s:

    • Taking on someone else’s responsibility.
    • Answering every phone call immediately.
    • Saying yes to another favor when you’re already exhausted.
    • Attending something you genuinely don’t want to attend.
    • Continuing a conversation that is becoming disrespectful.
    • Taking on another project when your plate is already full.

    Today, give yourself permission to pause before automatically saying yes.

    Try saying:

    “Let me think about that before I give you an answer.”

    Those few words can be incredibly powerful.

    They give you time to check in with yourself instead of responding out of habit.

    “No” doesn’t make you a bad person.

    This is especially important for women.

    Many of us were taught to be caregivers, helpers, peacekeepers, wives, mothers, daughters, friends, employees, and the person everyone could count on.

    We learned how to make other people comfortable.

    But somewhere along the way, we may have forgotten to ask:

    “What about me?”

    Menopause and midlife can sometimes bring a new awareness of that question.

    You may find yourself becoming less willing to tolerate things that once seemed normal.

    You may want more peace.

    More honesty.

    More time for yourself.

    More room to breathe.

    That doesn’t mean you’re becoming selfish.

    It may mean you’re finally listening to yourself.

    You don’t owe everyone an explanation.

    “No” is a complete sentence.

    You don’t always have to provide a five-minute explanation for why you can’t do something.

    You can simply say:

    “I’m not able to do that.”

    Or:

    “That doesn’t work for me right now.”

    Or:

    “I have too much on my plate.”

    And then stop.

    You don’t have to fill the silence.

    You don’t have to apologize for having boundaries.

    Notice how it feels.

    After you say no, pay attention to what happens inside you.

    Maybe you feel guilty.

    Maybe you feel relieved.

    Maybe you feel nervous.

    Maybe you immediately want to take it back.

    That’s okay.

    A boundary can feel uncomfortable before it feels empowering.

    The goal isn’t to become someone who never helps anyone.

    The goal is to become someone who chooses when to give instead of giving automatically.

    Your Breathing Room reminder

    Your time matters.

    Your energy matters.

    Your peace matters.

    And your life is not meant to be spent constantly proving how much you can carry.

    Today, practice one small, healthy no.

    You may discover that every time you say no to something that drains you, you’re actually saying yes to yourself.

    That’s your Challenge #17.

    Small steps.

    Big change.

    And a little more Breathing Room for you.

    With love,

    Rita Long
    Breathing Room w/ Rita Long
    ritalong.org

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    Challenge 16 One Task

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    Challenge 16

    Challenge #16: The One-Task Challenge

    What if doing less could actually help you accomplish more?

    We live in a world that celebrates being busy.

    We answer emails while eating lunch. We check our phones while watching television. We listen to a podcast while cleaning the house. We start one task, remember something else we need to do, and suddenly we’re juggling five things at once.

    We call it multitasking.

    But sometimes, multitasking isn’t making our lives easier. It’s making our minds tired.

    Your challenge today: Do one thing at a time.

    Choose one task today and give it your complete attention.

    It doesn’t have to be something important or complicated. You could:

    • Drink your morning coffee without checking your phone.
    • Fold the laundry without watching television.
    • Prepare dinner without scrolling social media.
    • Have a conversation without looking at your phone.
    • Work on one project without jumping between tasks.
    • Sit outside and simply notice what’s happening around you.

    For those few minutes, allow yourself to be completely where you are.

    Why this matters

    Our brains need opportunities to slow down.

    Constantly switching between tasks can leave us feeling scattered, even when we’ve accomplished a lot. When we focus on one thing at a time, we give our minds permission to settle.

    And here’s something important:

    You don’t have to earn your right to slow down.

    Especially during the years of menopause and beyond, life can already feel like we’re carrying a lot. Work, family, relationships, responsibilities, changing bodies, changing priorities, and sometimes a growing realization that we don’t want to spend the rest of our lives simply rushing from one obligation to another.

    Maybe this is your invitation to pause.

    Not forever.

    Just for one task.

    Try this today

    Before you begin something, take a moment and say to yourself:

    “For the next few minutes, this is the only thing I need to do.”

    Then notice what happens.

    Notice how you feel before you begin.

    Notice whether your mind tries to pull you somewhere else.

    And when it does, gently bring yourself back.

    No criticism.

    No frustration.

    Just come back.

    That’s mindfulness.

    A little reminder from Breathing Room

    You don’t have to completely change your life to create more peace in your life.

    Sometimes it starts with something as simple as putting down the phone, taking a breath, and giving yourself permission to be fully present for what you’re doing.

    One thing.
    One moment.
    One breath at a time.

    That’s your Challenge #16.

    And remember—small steps can create big changes.

    With love,

    Rita Long
    Breathing Room w/ Rita Long
    ritalong.org

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    Finding myself

    02
    Aug
    2026

    There was a woman I used to be
    before the fire came for her,
    not to destroy, though it felt that way some nights,
    but to burn off everything
    that was never truly mine to carry.

    They don’t tell you this is initiation.
    They call it change, they call it symptom,
    they hand you pamphlets about hot flashes
    and say nothing about the holy work of it,
    how the body becomes a temple being emptied out,
    swept clean of everyone else’s expectations,
    room by room, cycle by cycle,
    until what’s left is just you.

    I lost her in there for a while.
    Some nights I didn’t recognize
    the woman sweating through 3am,
    skin too tight, sleep too thin,
    wondering where she went.

    But she didn’t die. She was shedding.

    The crone doesn’t arrive by accident.
    She’s earned, forged in this exact fire,
    this exact threshold the old traditions knew
    and we forgot to honor.
    Every hormone leaving
    was making space
    for something wiser to move in.

    I’m finding her now, on the other side of the burning.
    She’s steadier than the woman before her.
    She bleeds wisdom instead of blood.
    She doesn’t perform anymore.
    She just is.

    I thought this passage would take her from me.
    Instead it building her.

    I’m almost here now.
    Ready to welcome home, my elder-self.
    I’m waiting for you …

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